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author_abzSo..... I'm annoyed. At what? Well, presently it's at the world. It seems like just one person and kind of is. But she exemplifies all that I'm annoyed at tonight. Stupidity. Lack of respect and initative. Rudeness. B*tchy-ness. Ugliness. (heee - had to put that) Being with someone you don't deserve. Yep. I'm talking about Frodo's current girlfriend. I shall call her OxyMORON 'cuz her real name is the complete opposite of what she truly is. So lets start shall we? She's stupid because she's in pre-calc and has said at the lunch table (sadly - I sit at the same table as her) that she doesn't even pay attention - just sits there and picks at her split ends. Or whatever you could possibly do to your split ends while a Pre-Calculus lecture is going on. She's getting a bad grade in there - pretty much everyone is. Well - except for like Senior b-ball star, other select few seniors, and the juniors. You'd think she's realize it was actually important and listen. *rollseyes* Lack of respect - well, I'll come back to that. She has no initative (ties in with pre-calc no?) - it's true. For the Alumni basketball game she said that what she her job was going to be was going downstairs and selling the popcorn - with her fellow idiots of course. So she does - maybe for a quarter. Comes back up, and maybe for a little longer. I don't think very much of it because I'm in the concession stand doing pretty much nothing (at least I'm THERE) and I figure that people are pretty much tired of hearing and seeing them trying to sell popcorn - and if they wanted some they already had some etc. Then I go downstairs at basically the end of the game to give away the popcorn we didn't sell. The adults are actually pulling out their wallets and actually paying for the popcorn, saying - "Well if it's gettin' delivered!" and the like. Of course - people my age are just - 'It's free? Okay, I'll take some.' I actually felt bad because like Frodo's sister's fiancee was actually like in one of the first bleachers and was going to pay for a bag of popcorn and I had just given the last one away. I still feel kind of bad about it. And that these people were still willing to pay and wanting popcorn tells me that there was absolutely no iniative for the Student Council cause or for the job that was assigned (by herself) to her. Yes, because just sitting on the bleachers watching the game and doing nothing is exactly what Student Council members should be doing to look like they're actually working the event. *rollseyes - again* Although - it wasn't just her, it was basically all of the members. They tick me off (them and their lazy-butts). Grr!
Lack of respect and rudeness go together I assume. :) ^-^ So to me I was taught that people older than you (significantly) were to be treated with respect (especially y'know - principals and teachers). Even if you're familiar with the teacher and as close to friends as is possible you have to know your limits. (Like with me and Mrs. Mheok) Just like with any other person. I even treat Eldest sister, brother, and sis-in-law with more respect than OxyMORON does for Mrs. Mheok. This isn't just things I see either. I've talked to Mrs. M and she's talked to me and sis-in-law about how annoying she really is (she's a student aid for said teacher) - that she'll start talking to the people who are actually in the class and gets everybody talking, or all she'll do when she's supposed to be helping the teacher - is make signs. This was during soccer season - but I'm sure that now when she'll be making her boyfriend locker signs that's exactly when she's going to do them. Mrs. M. has actually told her to her face that she doesn't want her back as and aide. But all she does is giggle like she was being sarcastic. Argh! You'd think you'd realize when people don't think you're funny anymore and get that you're ANNOYING as H*LL! GAH! Yeah - and she and her other b*tchy friends actually make fun of the principal. To his face. I don't know if they still do (they did at the beginning of the year) y'know - maybe they found a tiny bit of common sense in their brain. I doubt it.
Hmm.... I think that I meant b*tchy-ness (apart from it's direct term) to address her smooth as a porcupine personality and how incredibly mean she is. It's horrible too because she doesn't say mean or snide comments with a mean tone or anything to have you believe she's talking nasty - it's all done really sweet like she's joking and she laughs that annoying laugh after she says it as though you're in a fun group throwing around amusing never going to happen hypothetical situations. It's because of this I don't think anyone can tell when she or her friends are being mean. Although - her one friend has been cold as and iceberg toward me before when I was in a good mood talking to Princess Da before Pre-Calc, and she's just sitting there looking like she's mad at everyone for ruining her view or something. There was a test that day, and she 'very nicely' said something to the extent of 'I'm trying to study' or something ridiculous like that. I went back to my seat etc. and she didn't change position or anything. Geez b*tch - if you wanted me to sit down and be quiet you could've just said something. Ergh. I'm not going to get started on HER. Anywho - her personality. It IRRITATES me SO much! It's like as bad as walking into a cloud of smoke annoying and then having it follow you around. THAT bad. She's just so condescending, calls herself 'The BEAST' like she's some kind of basketball superstar when seriously - fine, call yourself that during games. Whatever. But the need to put it on your spirit clothes you make - and call yourself that incessently is unnecessary. Ick. Blech. The worst part is I can't really pinpoint any of my opinions of her from anything in particular. She's always been perfecty nice to me - sure there have been some shady looks cast in my direction that would say she doesn't like me.... That doesn't say anything though. All of it's more of an intuition thing. She annoys me - but so do a lot of the senior girls. It's mostly a gut thing that makes me hate her especially. My passion of hatred for her has led me to write this huge thing. I once ranted from McDonalds (where she works and she gave my sis her food) to sis's should be boyfriend's house which is pretty much on the other side of Westville. It's probably not healthy - but at least I ranted/blogged/typed this all out. Yay for me.
My last accusation - she doesn't deserve Frodo. This is more opinion than any of the others were - but I know I'm not the only person who thinks it. Sure - she's a better gf than his previous gf (who is most likely still in love with him - through like 2 yrs. and with another guy too) and he's happier and not so annoying now..... But she's still not the type of influence he most likely needs. She's severely athletic (bein' fit isn't the only thing that makes you pretty - 'cuz she is NOT) and so is he. He's really smart and she's not - she has leeching little sisters who cling to him worse than she does and he has a sister that's getting married. These 3 or 4 little points seem to be very much in OxyMORON's favor and none in his. He doesn't get anything for himself in my eyes - and she gets everything. Plus - both of them being severely athletic in ALL of the same sports probably helps with things they have in common, but that isn't balanced and it does nothing to help either of them. Last I heard he didn't know what he wanted to do with his life. Can she help him with that? Does SHE even know what she wants to do?
OY. This is the stuff that drives me insane and I sit and analyze on for long periods of time when I could be doing more productive things. I know why she pisses me off - and it pisses me off that no one else sees her in such a bad light as I do - which makes me even more annoyed. I just want her to graduate and be GONE! But then, she'll probably just go to PNC. :x Gag me.
And to think - I spend a lot of time analyzing character relationships from Disney channel shows too and make long posts (in proportion) about that stuff too. Aren't I fun?
Another fun thing. :D (these are actually fun) For the week of Thanksgiving I'm really excited that mi Madre is leaving and going to visit Elder sister and I get to stay with brother and sister-in-law. :D Oh - and I'm reading 'Artemis Fowl: The Eternity Code' which I'm really psyched about. I completely LOVE these books. Each one is brilliantly done and it's easy to read - it grabs you and doesn't want you to put down the book, not to mention that it creates a whole new universe/realm where there is a whole underground world - the People, made up of fairies, dwarves, centaurs, goblins, and the like. Also - I recently posted another one-shot, a Miley/Oliver one (no aliases that time!) but it's a what-if and very short. But it's very good. Kind of. It's my first writing of any kind that's done in first person, and I did the whole thing in the present tense too - so it's a little off for me. Actually, when I was editing - most of what I did was because the verb tense as off. *shrug* Anyway - first-person is definitely not my forte. I'm more of an all-knowing narrator type of writer. :D Those I can do.
I kind of felt like calling Pralene on her cell phone (which she told me she was taking - she's at Manchester) and ranting a lot of that first part about OxyMORON but I didn't. She's with her sister and that's important. Plus - I got to blog it all. That's fun yes? :D It's funny - yesterday I was typing and I had been having like a muscle spasm in my ankle all day and it really hurt. I could really put any pressure on it without pain and I ended up limping. Slightly, but still limping. And so it was one of those things that I was completely going to go and whine about in my blog but I didn't. Then once I stood up I remembered. So I just wanted to put that in there. Another thing before I forget. On collegeboard I was able to see my SAT score. I have a 600 in Critical Reading and Math, and a 560 in writing. Blech. I don't like those. :( So that was part of the reason I was in an aggravated mood in the beginning of this monstrosity. :D I'm much better now. Listening to Josh Groban's new cd (streaming from "Friends of Josh Groban" .com) and typing out my frustration seems to work very well to get me calm. :D
It's funny how everybody always writes and complains about how screwwy their life is and stuff. I mean - this stuff really isn't that bad. But no one's life is perfect. Even someone who's as close as it could get still want more and find fault in people and things that upset their world and stuff. Most of the time I think that a majority of my classmates are stupid and superficial etc. , I think I'm kind of right. But I know that I DO have friends who aren't that way - like Pralene and our other best friend - used to be blonde but recently dyed her hair again (can't remember her alias). I'm happy for that. And life. And everything else. :D
Okay - so I'm pretty sure I don't hate the ENTIRE world anymore... But there are still parts that need to just - I don't even know the profanity I would want for them. (I'm not just talkin' 'bout OxyMORON either...) Anyway... avour!
-Abz
Lack of respect and rudeness go together I assume. :) ^-^ So to me I was taught that people older than you (significantly) were to be treated with respect (especially y'know - principals and teachers). Even if you're familiar with the teacher and as close to friends as is possible you have to know your limits. (Like with me and Mrs. Mheok) Just like with any other person. I even treat Eldest sister, brother, and sis-in-law with more respect than OxyMORON does for Mrs. Mheok. This isn't just things I see either. I've talked to Mrs. M and she's talked to me and sis-in-law about how annoying she really is (she's a student aid for said teacher) - that she'll start talking to the people who are actually in the class and gets everybody talking, or all she'll do when she's supposed to be helping the teacher - is make signs. This was during soccer season - but I'm sure that now when she'll be making her boyfriend locker signs that's exactly when she's going to do them. Mrs. M. has actually told her to her face that she doesn't want her back as and aide. But all she does is giggle like she was being sarcastic. Argh! You'd think you'd realize when people don't think you're funny anymore and get that you're ANNOYING as H*LL! GAH! Yeah - and she and her other b*tchy friends actually make fun of the principal. To his face. I don't know if they still do (they did at the beginning of the year) y'know - maybe they found a tiny bit of common sense in their brain. I doubt it.
Hmm.... I think that I meant b*tchy-ness (apart from it's direct term) to address her smooth as a porcupine personality and how incredibly mean she is. It's horrible too because she doesn't say mean or snide comments with a mean tone or anything to have you believe she's talking nasty - it's all done really sweet like she's joking and she laughs that annoying laugh after she says it as though you're in a fun group throwing around amusing never going to happen hypothetical situations. It's because of this I don't think anyone can tell when she or her friends are being mean. Although - her one friend has been cold as and iceberg toward me before when I was in a good mood talking to Princess Da before Pre-Calc, and she's just sitting there looking like she's mad at everyone for ruining her view or something. There was a test that day, and she 'very nicely' said something to the extent of 'I'm trying to study' or something ridiculous like that. I went back to my seat etc. and she didn't change position or anything. Geez b*tch - if you wanted me to sit down and be quiet you could've just said something. Ergh. I'm not going to get started on HER. Anywho - her personality. It IRRITATES me SO much! It's like as bad as walking into a cloud of smoke annoying and then having it follow you around. THAT bad. She's just so condescending, calls herself 'The BEAST' like she's some kind of basketball superstar when seriously - fine, call yourself that during games. Whatever. But the need to put it on your spirit clothes you make - and call yourself that incessently is unnecessary. Ick. Blech. The worst part is I can't really pinpoint any of my opinions of her from anything in particular. She's always been perfecty nice to me - sure there have been some shady looks cast in my direction that would say she doesn't like me.... That doesn't say anything though. All of it's more of an intuition thing. She annoys me - but so do a lot of the senior girls. It's mostly a gut thing that makes me hate her especially. My passion of hatred for her has led me to write this huge thing. I once ranted from McDonalds (where she works and she gave my sis her food) to sis's should be boyfriend's house which is pretty much on the other side of Westville. It's probably not healthy - but at least I ranted/blogged/typed this all out. Yay for me.
My last accusation - she doesn't deserve Frodo. This is more opinion than any of the others were - but I know I'm not the only person who thinks it. Sure - she's a better gf than his previous gf (who is most likely still in love with him - through like 2 yrs. and with another guy too) and he's happier and not so annoying now..... But she's still not the type of influence he most likely needs. She's severely athletic (bein' fit isn't the only thing that makes you pretty - 'cuz she is NOT) and so is he. He's really smart and she's not - she has leeching little sisters who cling to him worse than she does and he has a sister that's getting married. These 3 or 4 little points seem to be very much in OxyMORON's favor and none in his. He doesn't get anything for himself in my eyes - and she gets everything. Plus - both of them being severely athletic in ALL of the same sports probably helps with things they have in common, but that isn't balanced and it does nothing to help either of them. Last I heard he didn't know what he wanted to do with his life. Can she help him with that? Does SHE even know what she wants to do?
OY. This is the stuff that drives me insane and I sit and analyze on for long periods of time when I could be doing more productive things. I know why she pisses me off - and it pisses me off that no one else sees her in such a bad light as I do - which makes me even more annoyed. I just want her to graduate and be GONE! But then, she'll probably just go to PNC. :x Gag me.
And to think - I spend a lot of time analyzing character relationships from Disney channel shows too and make long posts (in proportion) about that stuff too. Aren't I fun?
Another fun thing. :D (these are actually fun) For the week of Thanksgiving I'm really excited that mi Madre is leaving and going to visit Elder sister and I get to stay with brother and sister-in-law. :D Oh - and I'm reading 'Artemis Fowl: The Eternity Code' which I'm really psyched about. I completely LOVE these books. Each one is brilliantly done and it's easy to read - it grabs you and doesn't want you to put down the book, not to mention that it creates a whole new universe/realm where there is a whole underground world - the People, made up of fairies, dwarves, centaurs, goblins, and the like. Also - I recently posted another one-shot, a Miley/Oliver one (no aliases that time!) but it's a what-if and very short. But it's very good. Kind of. It's my first writing of any kind that's done in first person, and I did the whole thing in the present tense too - so it's a little off for me. Actually, when I was editing - most of what I did was because the verb tense as off. *shrug* Anyway - first-person is definitely not my forte. I'm more of an all-knowing narrator type of writer. :D Those I can do.
I kind of felt like calling Pralene on her cell phone (which she told me she was taking - she's at Manchester) and ranting a lot of that first part about OxyMORON but I didn't. She's with her sister and that's important. Plus - I got to blog it all. That's fun yes? :D It's funny - yesterday I was typing and I had been having like a muscle spasm in my ankle all day and it really hurt. I could really put any pressure on it without pain and I ended up limping. Slightly, but still limping. And so it was one of those things that I was completely going to go and whine about in my blog but I didn't. Then once I stood up I remembered. So I just wanted to put that in there. Another thing before I forget. On collegeboard I was able to see my SAT score. I have a 600 in Critical Reading and Math, and a 560 in writing. Blech. I don't like those. :( So that was part of the reason I was in an aggravated mood in the beginning of this monstrosity. :D I'm much better now. Listening to Josh Groban's new cd (streaming from "Friends of Josh Groban" .com) and typing out my frustration seems to work very well to get me calm. :D
It's funny how everybody always writes and complains about how screwwy their life is and stuff. I mean - this stuff really isn't that bad. But no one's life is perfect. Even someone who's as close as it could get still want more and find fault in people and things that upset their world and stuff. Most of the time I think that a majority of my classmates are stupid and superficial etc. , I think I'm kind of right. But I know that I DO have friends who aren't that way - like Pralene and our other best friend - used to be blonde but recently dyed her hair again (can't remember her alias). I'm happy for that. And life. And everything else. :D
Okay - so I'm pretty sure I don't hate the ENTIRE world anymore... But there are still parts that need to just - I don't even know the profanity I would want for them. (I'm not just talkin' 'bout OxyMORON either...) Anyway... avour!
-Abz
