Lots of stuff. Well - not really
Jan. 23rd, 2007 07:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
author_abzI can't believe that I'm typing this up while I'm watching The Lion King.... but here I am. It's very odd, but I'm getting very excited about two of the four speeches I have to do because I've come up with two ideas for them. The first one which is supposed to be informative I'm thinking about doing one on suicide. Probably teen suicide since it's supposed to relate to my audience which is all teenagers. Albeit teenagers who're a year or so younger than me and mostly very immature about things - especially in Speech class. But then there's the persuasive speech idea that I have that I have a LOT of ideas for - so many that I don't know which outlet to take. It's going to be about Disney - Disney movies probably with a smaller point on Disney channel in general. Maybe I'll mention that after I talk briefly about the corporation as a whole. Hmm.
Speaking of suicide.... (kinda) it's also the weirdest thing. I've been so depressed lately, and this weekend was kinda crappy and fun at the same time. I mean really - when I come home and the house smells of smoke I get a little pissed. Well - more than a little. But sadly.... the thing that's really affected my mood isn't really my lack of sleep or surprisingly little homework. No - it's Frodo. Yes - of course. Me, the one boy only crazy person has her mood affected by Frodo. Let me explain.
Ever since he's borken his wrist, well - more like a week or so after ever since he's not been so non-asshole like. But that's not really what it is, it's more that he's seeing me as a real person and treating me like one. He's talking to me without reservation, mostly about classes and things but you have to start somewhere right? And it's not just that he'll ask me a question about what happened in Spanish and Chemistry while he was gone or joins in a discussion that me and two other people in Chemistry are having about the story in English.... I mean, just randomly I can say something to him and he doesn't completely ignore me, and comes back with a logical response. It fills me with hope and happiness and I don't make myself feel like an idiot.
I'm pretty sure that I had something else to say... but I can't remember now. Plus, I'm pretty sure that I'd much rather just continue watching The Lion King without a side-project. :D Other than talking to Princess Da of course. :D
-Abz
Speaking of suicide.... (kinda) it's also the weirdest thing. I've been so depressed lately, and this weekend was kinda crappy and fun at the same time. I mean really - when I come home and the house smells of smoke I get a little pissed. Well - more than a little. But sadly.... the thing that's really affected my mood isn't really my lack of sleep or surprisingly little homework. No - it's Frodo. Yes - of course. Me, the one boy only crazy person has her mood affected by Frodo. Let me explain.
Ever since he's borken his wrist, well - more like a week or so after ever since he's not been so non-asshole like. But that's not really what it is, it's more that he's seeing me as a real person and treating me like one. He's talking to me without reservation, mostly about classes and things but you have to start somewhere right? And it's not just that he'll ask me a question about what happened in Spanish and Chemistry while he was gone or joins in a discussion that me and two other people in Chemistry are having about the story in English.... I mean, just randomly I can say something to him and he doesn't completely ignore me, and comes back with a logical response. It fills me with hope and happiness and I don't make myself feel like an idiot.
I'm pretty sure that I had something else to say... but I can't remember now. Plus, I'm pretty sure that I'd much rather just continue watching The Lion King without a side-project. :D Other than talking to Princess Da of course. :D
-Abz
