Boredom and Snowing
Jan. 28th, 2007 09:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
author_abzGah! I'm bored, I'm bored, I'm bored, I'm bored. Bleh. I should be doing Chemistry homework or writing some original fiction or even replying to a PM from a friend on fanfiction.net. But no - instead I'm here, doing nothing of substance that I don't particularly want to do and I don't have the will to get up and move, or even do something right here where I'm sitting. I mean sure - we do have a two hour delay tomorrow (how awesome is it to know before-hand?) but I know that I'm just going to sleep in and not do anything productive.... so what am I doing here? I mean sure, two friends that I never get a chance to talk to are online, but I'm not having a real or even interesting or consistent conversation with either of them. You know what we have to say? It's snowing, there's a two hour delay tomorrow. yay. Basically, that's our conversation. It really, really, makes me sad inside.
You notice that I said "write" AND "original fiction". Yes, it's that time of year again... I'm hoping to not really stress myself out this year while coming up with a writing sample for Iowa University's summer program, so I'm trying to do it slowly and steadily instead of all in one big lump. Who knows? By doing it this way I might get into the habit for writing regularly all year round. What a miracle that'd be. So basically I have about a month to get everything together to send to Iowa.... I'm going to ask our volleyball coach tomorrow what time she thinks we'll go to summer camp so that I know which time slot to apply for. I'll probably ask my English teacher tomorrow if she can write me a letter of recommendation too. I'm just kind of afraid that it won't end up being all that persuasive .... not as good as my english teacher's last year was. I was so happy with his last year - I'm all YAY! And I would re-read it, it made me so happy. The thing that sucks though is that it has to be ten pages of original fiction..... I don't know how much of that I already have, or if I need to write a whole lot more, or if some stuff I'll have to pull out will be total crap. Ergh. I just wish I didn't have Chemistry. This is stuff I kind of what to worry about - that I can't even fathom, I don't know why I'm so put off of it. :(
Well I had better actually go do something now, before I was any more of my sleeping time, or writing time, or homework (ha!) time. Adios....
-Abz
You notice that I said "write" AND "original fiction". Yes, it's that time of year again... I'm hoping to not really stress myself out this year while coming up with a writing sample for Iowa University's summer program, so I'm trying to do it slowly and steadily instead of all in one big lump. Who knows? By doing it this way I might get into the habit for writing regularly all year round. What a miracle that'd be. So basically I have about a month to get everything together to send to Iowa.... I'm going to ask our volleyball coach tomorrow what time she thinks we'll go to summer camp so that I know which time slot to apply for. I'll probably ask my English teacher tomorrow if she can write me a letter of recommendation too. I'm just kind of afraid that it won't end up being all that persuasive .... not as good as my english teacher's last year was. I was so happy with his last year - I'm all YAY! And I would re-read it, it made me so happy. The thing that sucks though is that it has to be ten pages of original fiction..... I don't know how much of that I already have, or if I need to write a whole lot more, or if some stuff I'll have to pull out will be total crap. Ergh. I just wish I didn't have Chemistry. This is stuff I kind of what to worry about - that I can't even fathom, I don't know why I'm so put off of it. :(
Well I had better actually go do something now, before I was any more of my sleeping time, or writing time, or homework (ha!) time. Adios....
-Abz
